red_pumps

i've lost so many friends and family in the past two years it's insane. and what's more insane is that all of these people that i'm so heartbroken over... i didn't even make huge efforts to spend more time with.

i feel like a horrible person and like i don't have the right to feel so sad over people i so easily drift away from.

well... in other news i've decided to stop holding grudges. and want to be a better person. someone who doesn't talk bad about people... i do it all the time and i envy people who don't feel the need to be like that :( so silly but i find it hard, and want to STOP. and i want to not give people a reason to say anything bad about me! i want to be kind and amazing :(


i ache :(

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shocked
heartbroken
feels like i've just been hit over the head with a hammer.

i love this site polyvore.

these are some of the things i WANT WANT WANT


pomeranian by melissacatherinemoore

merry christmas. it's been a rough winter :(

reminder,

i mostly use my blogspot and not this.

http://melissacatherinemoore.blogspot.com/

i put a lovely christmas playlist up, go check it out if you're feeling festive, or want to get festive, or you know.

tomorrow i'm visiting neil in nyc. i'm really excited. we are gonna go to clubs and eat food and stuff. maybe i'll take some pics. be back sunday!

http://melissacatherinemoore.blogspot.com/

made a blogspot

to my birthday tattoo fund.

hahahaha

on a side note, i want Shaun T's "hip hop abs"

http://www.winzy.com/dinosaurshapes

do it up

i cant wait for the new season of degrassi!!!

and i like rfr now a little more than i used to!!

im going to have to probably come back home every friday to watch degrassi when the new season start.

yep, pretty sure thats what im gonna do!

i cant be left in the dark not knowing whats goin on on degrassi!!!!

<3

me, danielle, and brandie in boston...
( +8 )

We were too wasted to close the window
Friends and family looking
To my only hiding place
The rythm of a strangers skin

Infidel to die for
what i am doing
will happen in the morning
when the mirror won't recognise me

He know's a certian gesture
When we're loving to ask each other
Do you want it? Do you want me?
i want it.
it is you.
you are where i want to be.

Who is he? (oh)
Why would I (do)
Hitch a ride? (the)
I can drive. (twist)
Who is she? (oh)
Why would I (do)
Hitch a ride (the)
When I can drive. (twist)

Somebody put me back in school
I forget everything I used to know
How to leave the boy behind
Without having to watch him go

Oh, Infidel to die for
what i am doing
will happen in the morning
when the mirror won't recognise me

He know's a certian gesture
When we're loving to ask each other
Do you want it? Do you want me?
i want it.
it is you.
you are where i want to be.

Who is he? (Circumstantial)
Why would I (do)
Hitch a ride? (the)
I can drive. (twist)
Who is she? (Circumstantial)
Why would I (do)
Hitch a ride? (the)
When I can drive. (twist)

Circumstantial
do the twist







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